Tell me if you’ve heard something like these:  “Are you STILL crying for that cat?”  “You STILL go to the cemetery every week?”  “You STILL have his clothes in the closets?”  “You STILL haven’t fill in the blank?” ….

When someone uses the word STILL in relation to your grieving, they are judging you. Plain and simple.  It can feel like a betrayal, like they don’t understand how hard it is for you day in and day out.  And then we try to justify or minimize our behavior to them.   “I know she was JUST a cat, but I can’t seem to stop crying.  I know it’s silly….”.  Or “I keep meaning to get to those closets, but always find something else to do…”.  Or excuse, excuse, excuse.  I’m here to say that you don’t have to defend your behavior.  You don’t have to justify or minimize why something is a challenge for you.  Those “still” statements are about them, not about you!  They are uncomfortable with your grief and want you to return to who you were, or do things the way they think things should be done on their time frame.  Stop the insanity!!!

Instead, come up with a couple of memorized phrases that will diffuse the situation for you.  This is not about making them feel comfortable with your behaviors or your grief, but disarming their power over you in those moments.  “Yes.  I’m still crying.  Bootsy was like a child to me.”  Period.  No excuse.  “No.  I haven’t cleaned out the closet yet.  It’s very emotional for me and I’ll get to it when I’m ready.”  Period.  No excuse.  “Yes, I visit the cemetery every week.  I feel peace when I’m near the grave.” Period.  No excuse.  These responses are not excuses, but short, direct explanations.  If this person can’t accept that, then maybe a break from them is in order.  Your grief is your own.  The pace of your grief is your own.  And no one – NO ONE – has the right to judge you or suggest you are doing it wrong.

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5 Responses to Still…?

  1. Melissa says:

    Reblogged this on Zachary, Forever 21 and commented:

  2. sheriroaf says:

    Reblogged this on mybennybear and commented:
    I’ve been pretty fortunate in that I really haven’t had the ‘STILL?’ Question all too much yet. This is for you my comrades that have.

    • I’m glad this is not an issue for you! I’ve read a bit of your blog and it seems like you really do have a great support system. As you know, not everyone is so fortunate and instead of understanding, many people face judgment. I wish it were different and am trying – in my small way – to promote that understanding through education.

      • sheriroaf says:

        Thanks so much for posting this. While we don’t get a lot of the ‘still’, we get our fair share of judgment. Plenty of people have felt that we should have handled certain situations differently. While they sit and judge, we just try to move on from it as best as we can. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t affect us, nut honrstly, we’ve got bigger fish to fry. I’ve learned it’s just a reflection on their character, not us.

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